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But believe me, I was trying hard to fight it.
We were firsttimeauditions screwing in firsttimeauditions a huge, expensive bed in his office. What kind of firsttimeauditions perv has a bed in his office? I passed the firsttimeauditions time by jackie thinking of all the nasty ways firsttimeauditions I firsttimeauditions could kill him, while I listened to myself encourage him like a seasoned porn queen.
"Unh. So... So fucking beautiful firsttimeauditions," he firsttimeauditions wheezed. Aren't you done yet? Bullet to the brain firsttimeauditions jackie. Asphyxiation...
He was off in the corner, putting his suit firsttimeauditions back on. Whistling some idiotic Ricky Martin song. I curled up my index finger. Uncurled it. And very, very slowly, I made a weak fist with my right firsttimeauditions hand. It sure felt good.
"Look at me."
I could once again feel the foundation of what firsttimeauditions jackie they'd done to me, in my head firsttimeauditions. A system of videos scaffolds erected carefully around my firsttimeauditions free will, to firsttimeauditions fend off bothersome decisions, tedious self-reliance. I felt cool and relaxed. There was nothing I could do but slip jackie deeper into this firsttimeauditions waking dream-state.
It was videos too much firsttimeauditions work to answer. I could only nod and wait for the end.
I faced firsttimeauditions a dilemma then firsttimeauditions. Should I track down my pals and firsttimeauditions get them the hell out firsttimeauditions of this firsttimeauditions jackie place, leaving a pile of Min Sect bodies in firsttimeauditions my wake, or should I firsttimeauditions play with myself while I jackie watched them get forced to do firsttimeauditions awful things on TV? The choice seems obvious now, of course, but at the time it was a real stumper.
There firsttimeauditions were three distinct screams filling the air of jackie the observation room. That's the last thing firsttimeauditions I remember.
"Yes." Chairman firsttimeauditions Korjdaan was resolute. "Apologies for his earlier treatment of you. Our values differ from those of Nepthys, but we firsttimeauditions are not cavemen." He paused, a disdainful look on firsttimeauditions his face.
Next firsttimeauditions thing I knew, I was squinting jackie into spotlights firsttimeauditions. There was music playing. It was a Johnny Cash song. And I started singing into a firsttimeauditions microphone. As I made my firsttimeauditions way through the tune (not a bad job, if I firsttimeauditions don't say so myself), I got my bearings firsttimeauditions. I was wearing firsttimeauditions a firsttimeauditions cowboy hat and another slutty outfit (groan firsttimeauditions). Standing in front of a pretty big firsttimeauditions crowd, singing karaoke firsttimeauditions. And I was pretty sure I firsttimeauditions was drunk.
Then firsttimeauditions I saw Max, waiting for me firsttimeauditions a few steps away. She was trashed and she had her fist wrapped firsttimeauditions around two beers. She lurched toward me and pressed firsttimeauditions a cold firsttimeauditions brew into firsttimeauditions my hand. Judging firsttimeauditions from the firsttimeauditions familiar taste, I'd had enough firsttimeauditions already. I took another sip anyway, wondering about Keeley.
"Go on firsttimeauditions."
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